New Year.

Hey guys!!! This is Officially my very first post in the year two-thousand and nine! Am I the only one super excited right now?? I thought so. My new year's eve was fantastic,my crazy wonderful family has great traditions. We play games all day(ecspecially canasta) and we eat snacks like caviare(eewww), clam dip, anchovies, clams, oysters, chips, salsa, ritz crackers, cheese,ect... It's so fun. We also have tons of soda(at midnight we get the apple cider in expensive glass, and all that jazz). My family likes seafood... Sucks for whoever I marry(bad for breath and what if he is allergic??) lol. I also finished two books that day. If you are mormon I do not recommend them they swear a bit, but I am a readaholic and there isn't much without profanity that I have not read. I thought they were good though. Alot of it was about pregnancys(what happens before that, not in detail though.) and addictions( to unhealthy substances). Their titles were burned and crank. I am done writing now.

Ummm

In love.

I met the guy of my DREAMS yesterday. I don't know his name and he is too old for me, but he is a momo with me and he has such musical talent. (it is such a turn on for me when a guy can play piano or sing amazing.) and I mean turn on not in a after marriage type of way it just means I like him. so I just wanted to let you guys know I fell in love. lol. Again.
bye guys.

I am amazing and unstoppable.

In class for the past week we have been writing stories about pictures she shows us. i was really suprised when my paragraph or two turned out as good as it did and I wanted to share it with you. The picture was of a farming fence with a chain that was locked EIGHT TIMES around the fence gate so nobody could get through it so here it goes.."everything in life. Everything. The goals I want to reach, the answers that I seek, Everything in life tells me no. When opportunity comes knocking there are three dead bolts on the door. Two steps forward is like two steps back. If I want to get through a fence there is a locked chain around the gate. So you know what I do? I learn how to hop a fence; It is a beautiful skill. I can jump over the locked gate, concrete my feet to the steps I take, and if the door is dead bolted jumping out the window sounds kinda fun. Life can't and won't stop me from pursuing my dreams amd I will work and overcome everything that tells me no, because I am strong, determined, and have the will power that nobody has ever seen. I will make it. I don't know where I am going, but I will make it there. I refuse to be locked out." If you don't like it whatevs but if you do like it don't try to copy it because i copyrighted it already. so there. lol. don't think I'm a loser but i am just proud of it. kk . Heart you guys. bye.

I just want to say...

Hey guys!! It's your really random friend, Suzi! I am so just blissfully happy today. I don't know why but for whatever the reason I just feel like my soul is glowing! I just got back from babysitting. You guys can't make fun of me for doing it alot btw because kids are awesome and if I don't have a life I can't think of a better way to get one than by making a difference in a little kids life....and making money isn't that bad either, got to save for college!:) Speaking of college we got first term grades back today and I got a 3.56!! I am so proud of myself I think I did great! I know that I probably use quotes too much,but right now I love this one:"Don't frown even when you're sad, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"Hmm.... I love to smile, I think that if you let it a smile can put you at peace, and make you forget about the outside world. I mean by that it can make you stop caring about the outside world and be like I am now, without worry or stress or care about anything to make you feel sad. To be BLISSFULLY HAPPY:)! That is what I am now........blissfully happy. Try it. It might do you a world of good.

randomness

Hello beautifuls!! I love you all your gorgeous! I don't have school today which rocks!! So I chilled with my friend,KESIA!!, Right now i really want a slurpee!! yum! We won our yw volleyball game yesterday!!yea! go jellyfishes! (that is our team name btw) I am doing great in school right now actually! (i know I am shocked too!) I have A's in every class except math and science, but that will change soon cause I did TONS of extra credit! YAY FOR THE A!! kk I am done guys, promise! So post comments cause talking to me is cool! love you guys! peace!!

Don't be afraid.

OUR DEEPEST FEAR A cool poem.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be talented, gorgeous, brilliant, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened by shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us: it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people the permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

-Marianne Williamson